Sometimes I hate realizations. When you know what you have realized is the truth and you do not want to put that truth into an action within your reality because it is hard and will probably cause you some emotional pain. In realizing these things you may have to make a major life change. Change is something I am very familiar with and believe it to be ultimately a good thing just as the Buddhist's believe in impermanence I follow that thought in that growth of the spirit is necessary. I do not want to remain the same although I believe some stability is necessary in my life for sanity purposes. Learning and establishing a curiosity for the world is important to me. My realization is to remain untold as it is my personal realization and tears at a piece of me. Growth in this case will prosper over comfort although it is so nice to have comfort in life.
Now that we have had a little dose of Ali wisdom for the day :) here are some pics from the boat last Saturday before the boys left.
Linny you are in my thoughts. Good luck with everything and we will see you soon. Mom and dad I miss you more than anything but I know I am in the right place.
Love.
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