Wednesday, February 27, 2008

A Snippet from an Email from my Mom

On a positive note, I've learned that, no matter what happens,

how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.

I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles four things:

a rainy day, the elderly, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights.

I've learned that, regardless of your relationship with your parents,

you'll miss them when they're gone from your life.

I've learned that making a 'living' is not the same thing as making a 'life..'

I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.

I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands.

You need to be able to throw something back

I've learned that if you pursue happiness, it will elude you

But, if you focus on your family, your friends, the needs of others,

your work and doing the very best you can, happiness will find you

I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision.

I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one.

I've learned that every day, you should reach out and touch someone.
People love that human touch -- holding hands, a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back.

I've learned that I still have a lot to learn.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

She's Only Happy in the Sun

Expectations. I should never have them and for the most part I don't. Disappointment is always just around the corner. Besides the wonderful lunch I had with my mom today, I've felt very alone and longing for some west coastness. Dunno why. So after seeing The Bucket List tonight and I first I thought I'd write one but then I realized....I already have. About a year or so ago I began writing one. It's long. Today I even added a few more and some of the one's I previously wrote should now be crossed off.

o TRAVEL

· INDIA

· AFRICA

· GREECE

· AS MANY EUROPEAN COUNTRIES AS POSSIBLE

· TIBET

· HONG KONG/TOKYO

· AUSTRALIA

· NEW ZEALAND

· BRITISH COLOMBIA

o ROAD TRIP UP THE WEST COAST-MUST SEE SAN FRANSICO

o LIVE IN OREGON

o LIVE IN A FOREIGN COUNTRY

o GO ROCK CLIMBING

o HELP BUILD A HOUSE (AGAIN)

o LIVE/WORK ON A FARM AND DUDE RANCH FOR A WEEK

o LIVE IN A CITY

o PLAY GOLF

o SWIM WITH DOLPHINS

o WALK DOWN ABBEY ROAD

o GO IN A HELICOPTER

o GO SAILING

o SLAP SOMEONE REALLY HARD ACROSS THE FACE

o LEARN HOW TO DRIVE STICK

o RIDE A CAMEL AND AN ELEPHANT

o LEARN ANOTHER LANGUAGE

o DONATE BLOOD

o WATCH THE SUNRISE ON A MOUNTAIN AND A BEACH

o ADOPT A BABY/HAVE A BABY

o GET A TATTOO

o SEE A TORNADO

o GO ON A WEEK LONG TRIP TO CHRISTMAS MEADOWS DEDICATED ONLY TO FISHING AND WALK UP TO MY DAD’S FAVORITE LAKE

o GO IN A HOT AIR BALLOON

o GO PARASAILING

o ATTEMPT TO SNOWBOARD AND SURF

o SWIM IN A HOT SPRING

o BUY A HYBRID

o BUY A SMALL TRUCK

o GO TO WATCH THE OLYMPICS

o LEARN THE RULES OF CURLING

o FIND A JOB THAT I LOVE

o SEE THE NORTHERN LIGHTS

o TAKE SALSA DANCING LESSONS

o TAKE BALLET CLASSES

o TAKE A YOGA CLASS

o HAVE A PHOTO I’VE TAKEN IN A MAGAZINE

o LIVE ON A BOAT FOR A MONTH

o LEARN HOW TO WATER SKI

o GROW A GARDEN

o LEARN HOW TO PLAY A COMPLETE SONG ON THE PIANO

o LIVE IN A SMALL TOWN WHERE I CAN WALK OR RIDE A BIKE TO EVERYTHING I NEED FOR AT LEAST A YEAR

o LEARN HOW TO MAKE CHOCOLATE SUFFLE

o HAVE MY PORTRAIT PAINTED

o BE AN EXTRA IN A FILM

o FALL DEEPLY IN LOVE—HOPELESSLY AND UNCONDITIONALLY

o SIT ON A JURY

o BUY A VERY EXPENSIVE BUT BEAUTIFUL DRESS—RED CARPET WORTHY----AND FIND SOMEWHERE TO WEAR IT TOO

o PUT TOGETHER A COOKBOOK WITH ALL MY OLD FAMILY RECIPES

o CREATE A TRAVEL GUIDE EQUIPPED WITH MUSIC LIKE THE ONE IN ELIZABETHTOWN

o GO TO THE TOP OF THE SPACE NEEDLE(FINALLY)

o EXPERIENCE 24 HOURS OF SUNSHINE AND DARKNESS

o SING AT A KARAOKE BAR

o RIDE IN A HORSE DRAWN SLEIGH

o HAVE MY PALM READ

o LEARN TO BLOW GLASS

o SAVE A LIFE

o BE IN A TV SHOW AUDIENCE- TALK SHOW AND SITCOM

o GO CLUB HOPPING AND DANCE. DANCE. DANCE

o GO TO THE TOP OF THE EMPIRE STATE BUILDING

o PLAY WITH A MONKEY

o SEE THE DALI LAMA

o GROW A SUNFLOWER GARDEN

o SERENADE SOMEONE

o LEARN MORE ABOUT MY FAMILY’S HISTORY

o TRAIN TO BE APART OF BIKE AND BUILD

o DO MORE CHARITABLE THINGS

o MAKE PEOPLE SMILE

o HUG PEOPLE MORE

o HATE LESS/ JUDGE LESS/ BE LESS FRUSTRATED

o OWN MY OWN BUSINESS

o ATTEND A PRESIDENTIAL RALLY

o TAKE A COOKING CLASS

o BAKE AND DECORATE AN AMAZING CAKE

o PHOTOGRAPH A WEDDING

I'm definitely a dreamer I know. I'm sure more will be added as time passes and hopefully the same about will be check off. Well that's it for now. I'm gonna do the daily online puzzle and majong because everyone else is out having fun. So this is my replacement. Goodnight.

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Another Ramble

Lazy Sunday, it's only 10 in the morning and I'm already feeling restless. Maybe it's just the excitement that today isn't the final day of the weekend or maybe it's the fact that I have a list of things to get done before I crawl in bed Monday night. Even when it seems like there's nothing to do there is always something looming in the back of my mind. Like those taxes for two states I have to do. One of which I still haven't received my W2s from. Another day, another time.
As Ellen Degeneres would tell me: Procrastinate Now, Don't Wait.
By the way. Dyed my hair darker again and I think I'm liking in. Don't worry mom it's not black.
Take it easy all.

Saturday, February 09, 2008

Simple Joys

It's the simple joys in life that get me by.
That phone call from a happy mother in Rome.
A 5 dollar ticket to a hilariously funny liberating Vagina Monologues (Vaginal Chronicals)
A glass of wine around a candle lit table with homemade chips and salsa surrounded by my roomies.
Waffle parties.
Singing and Mario party at 2 in the morning.
Movie nights and popcorn.
Trips to Barnes and Noble.
Dollar store extravaganzas for fake flowers to put around the house and valentines day gifts.
Laughter from anywhere and everywhere.
Learning.
Printing photos in the darkroom with someone else who is so excited for the results they jump around.
Lazy weekends even when you know you should be getting other things done.
Sunshine and on occasion rain as long as you don't have to go out in it much.
Hugs from anyone but especially from boyfriends who will hold you as long as you want to be held.
Genuine smiles.