It's Wednesday already. Monday I found myself sitting around and feeling like something was missing. I get homesick every once in awhile. I don't necessarily mean for my 'home' here, I mean for the west. I've probably talked about this numerous times but it's something I think about more than people realize. I feel I was meant to be here for now but I get thinking about my coast and I miss it. This semester is everything I want it too be....interesting and challenging but I still find myself complaining about class. Then I realize what the hell am I complaining about....There's nothing worse than sitting in a class and counting down the minutes. I'm trying to live in the now because later will come soon enough. I'm enjoying my classes a lot and I really like being here but I'm so excited for this summer I just want to skip over this semester...weird.
I am so blessed. I have more than a person could ask for and when I find myself in those moments where I can't help but just feel sad I can only wonder WHY.
So I went home for dinner last night. I was just what I needed. Mom and I went in the hot tub and just talked about stuff...I don't know what I'd do without you mom. Don't worry we'll make it back to San Diego :)
I have class in a bit for 4 and a half hours then I'm gonna try and get to the gym because my body needs it badly. When I get back I'm going to relax and go to sleep early because 8am's are killing me. Hopefully I get to see you today.
Seems like nothing is black and white anymore,
shades of gray and
I feel a weight over my shoulder
it's tough gettin older
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