Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Fly into the light of the dark black night

SO much to do and not enough time.
I used to be so calm and relaxed about stuff but lately the little things are starting to stress me out. Things that don't really matter take on greater meanings than I'd like. I think it's just because it's the end of the semester.
As stressed out as I am I'm not really looking forward to going home for winter break. Holiday's here are just a little lacking compared to past years. I mean I love my family but it's like a limited portion of the people I consider to be a part of my family.
Speaking of family, my sister will probably be moving to San Diego next year and then eventually my parents and I'm not completely sure I want to do that. I would love to be near my cousins, their kids, my aunt and grandma. So my latest and greatest idea is this: Road trip with Stacey across the country to San Diego...live in an apartment and get a job...when my sister graduates she joins me in the apartment and gets a job as well. Oh my god I'm so freaking excited I hope it works out!
Projects galore in the art world and I think I'm being a little over ambitious but might as well take chances. It's the time to learn. I love learning. I'm so curious about things.
Distractions are difficult to deal with...conflicting feelings. Gotta sort um out.
All I can say is Kal Ho Naa Ho!

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